space

It was a book about space.

A space i'm talking in here is about galaxies, stars, moon,planets, and else.

There was one time when someone gave me this book.

He was calling me only asked whether I want it or not.

Before it happened, he already gave me a bunch of astronaut toys.

He knew how I really wanted to be an astronaut, and also we both knew that it is impossible.

Anyways, he was a good friend of mine.

After he gave me that book, he told me that never stop believing. You will never know what the future brings. It sounds impossible but we still don't know, right? Even if it's not happening, the best and the biggest is never shows up, I gave you bunch of these to reminds you what is the best in your life, how life treated you, how you chase your dream, and how you should beat the impossible. The most important thing is how you believe in yourself when you pursue that dream.

So, astronaut things is never happening, my family against it. But, i still have this faith. 

That was kind a lesson for me, make a big change for my life, influential. 

And, i still have this dream to see earth from the moon. Of course, it's not easy. 

I have another dream to be chased, still everyone against.

It's so sudden, people said. But, it's not for me. I already had it from the beginning of my college time.

First, i know it seems so impossible but someone told me how to get there and it is possible. 

By doing it, i could be in the moon one day before i die. I need to get that job and I really want it.

When i see my self right now, typing this blog. 

I'm thinking about my self and how selfish my self to be. 

People who care about me against it but i am still stuck with my dream.

One thing for sure, the feeling I have about chasing dream is like I don't care how suffer I am losing those lovely people in my life as long as I am living in my dream.

I know, it's not gonna easy.