never say forever

Should i write one theory about forever to make it valid?
Forever is too much, nothing lasts forever. Not even the feeling.

Sequel moments of bad experience i just had.
And again I need my time alone, need a space to move on.

It was a cheesy ride, a trigger to the fireworks.
I just lose my control and find my self in temper.

Now, I am thinking and it's not a justification.
When the last time I am thinking about my self?
Thinking what I really want in this life.

I guess lie is part of the adjustment.
I have a state of memories, remember.
Which is help to recognize whether the lying shows up or not.
That was a past of yours. I really hate it, the one I can't forget every inch of it.

It was a cheesy ride, I found my self in temper.
I will never get the recognition, how much I tried to prove my self.
You will never learn anything from me.
I get bored and take it casually.

Never say forever when you can't live with it.
It such a long time.
Do not ever waste your time.